I’m Not Me

You will never understand the hurt,

You haven’t had your mind taken by the pain,

The mixed up thoughts, you don’t get it,

I can’t see through the rain.

It drops onto my face, like tears filled with

A thousand words, then it goes.

 

Two different people, two different minds.

I don’t even know who I am…so how could you?

And I’m left with nothing but my torturing thoughts,

There’s nothing anyone can do.

You don’t know what it’s like, to have to force

The same smile, every single day.

 

There’s nothing left.

I’m gone.

You can’t save me,

I’m already dead.

Just leave,

Don’t worry,

You’ll see me someday.

 

The weight of the world

Has just got too much to bear,

My hearts in the right place,

But my head is nowhere near.

It’s clear I’m lost,

And I don’t know where I’m going.

But don’t be scared,

I’m nobody worth knowing.

 

I wish you could have my mind for one day,

I would do anything to give it all away

And never have it back…

 

Because it hurts.

 

But It’s not just pain,

It’s guilt,

Frustration,

Self-hatred,

Despair,

Corruption,

Confusion,

Everything you can’t bear.

 

It’s everything you could never understand.

 

And I just want to – Well,

 

I don’t even know anymore…

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